Day Two

Day two, what a short period of time that sounds like. WRONG! I'm a "cold turkey" kinda guy who never likes to "lay up" and definitely likes to push "all in" with 2-6 suited. Maybe just maybe I should have eased into this a little more slowly. Now I only ate around 900 calories yesterday, so, I know that was part of the problem, but dang I felt/feel like doo-doo. However, today is off to a better start than yesterday. I purchased all my "new foods" last night and so far today I've had a protein shake and a cup of yogurt. I have had to "bust a cap" a few times in the Craving Monster that keeps roaring in my head . I think the monster needs a name. I'll come up with one soon, I'm sure.

On another funny/tear jerker note: I tried to explain to my three year old last night about what was going on, bad idea. I tried to explain it on her level and I said; "Daddy's gonna get a lot smaller". She took it to mean that I was going to be the size of a gnome. So, I had to explain a little more in detail that "Daddy's fat and Daddy's belly would be getting a lot smaller" her reaction was to run over to me, jump up on my lap, rub my belly and tell me that she wanted me not to change and to stay fat, she loved me. This made Marsha cry and made me want to call the whole thing off and go get some thing to eat!

"It has gotten worse before it gets better"